Mainer Montanan

An illustration of Lone Mountain for the Mainer Montanan blog.

TRY: THE POWER OF INTENTION

There are two songs that frame this idea perfectly: “The Climb” by Miley Cyrus “Try” by Pink https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHdiNyO3P8k&list=RDYHdiNyO3P8k&start_radio=1https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivPEKaBHjYA&list=RDivPEKaBHjYA&start_radio=1 Both are about effort. But they approach it from slightly different angles. The Climb “The Climb” was released in 2009 as part of Hannah Montana: The Movie at a pivotal moment in Miley’s career. She was transitioning

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Good vs. Evil, Wolves & Creative Energy

For much of my early life, the words good, evil, and Satan carried enormous weight. They were not abstract ideas. They were forces. Real. Immediate. Dangerous. I grew up Seventh-day Adventist, and in that world Satan wasn’t symbolic. He was active. He could infiltrate objects, influence thoughts, possess people through the wrong book or ritual. 

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Girl Angel Ascending Into Fuchsia.

Enlightenment or Ascension?

This isn’t a story about arriving. It’s about trying—about climbing without certainty, carrying what you love, and letting the symbols that matter to you guide the way. Ascension, for me, isn’t enlightenment or conversion. It’s orientation. It’s choosing to keep moving toward the light, even when the path is lonely, and trusting that the climb itself is enough.

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Girl & Boy Angel painting the heavens.

Why I ❤️ Symbology & Numerology

I’ve never been drawn to symbology or numerology as a way to predict the future. What fascinates me is how symbols and numbers act as mirrors for the subconscious—revealing meaning based on what we’re living through rather than telling us what will happen next. Rooted in ancient human pattern-recognition, creativity, and lived experience, symbolism sits at the crossroads of psychology, mysticism, and art. This is where I explore it—not as doctrine or destiny, but as a language for noticing what’s already unfolding.

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The Black Winged Bird

Carried Through the Storm

I was raised Seventh-day Adventist, inside a story called The Great Controversy—a universe shaped not by power, but by alignment. Years later, ravens, storms, and an old Black Crowes lyric helped me recognize what that story was really about: not escape from darkness, but passage through it. This isn’t theology or prediction. It’s a meditation on being carried—through weather, through loss, through transformation—and learning where to stand within the storm.

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Ridges, Valleys, Peaks & Troughs

Creative: My Two Phases

Creativity doesn’t vanish. It rises and settles. This short reflection explores the natural rhythm between inspiration and the quieter work that follows—and why both matter.

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Man Pondering the Great Spirit

My Thinking on God, Mystery, and How to Live

I don’t claim to know who made this place or how it works. I just know that when human noise falls away, something larger becomes easier to feel. Humility matters more than certainty, and reverence beats explanation every time.

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Cross & Arches - Gardiner, Montana

Reading the Cross: Why This Shape Still Speaks

A NOTE BEFORE YOU BEGIN This post is Part 1 of a four-part series. It is not intended to stand alone. Over the coming weeks, I’ll link the remaining posts here as they’re published. Together, they explore the cross not as doctrine, but as orientation — a way of standing in the world, thinking clearly,

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